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~ Monday, November 01, 2004
i got home around 45 min. ago and it's the usual monday evening. I'm tired, but not yet exhausted from the week. I had an hour break today from 2-3 and managed to get the bills paid for the month as well as run to pick up my new contacts during lunch. It's the hardest thing with this schedule trying to get anything else done during the week. I have breaks, but they are sparse and usually only 30 min. at a time. that doesn't leave much time to actually run any errands, if I have any.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. This month is when I'm supposed to start renegotiating my next contract. In one moment, I feel like I could and should stay another year, if not for anything else, but the money. In the next moment, I don't know if I could teach kinder for another year. As this particular time, I'm edging towards staying, but then again....like I said it's only Monday and I'm not yet exhausted. Ask me again by Thursday night and it could be different. I keep telling myself and others that ask that it will depend on what they offer me. I guess it will. I am really curious what they will come up with, but I'm putting off reminding them. I'm sure they have no idea that my contract will end in 3 months. I'm guessing that if i let it go, it could go well into December before they would realize. I don't think I'll wait that long though. I want to know what I'm going to do, if not for anything else but peace of mind. I'm not really ready to go in 3 months, but at least if we can't agree on anything I could sort of prepare myself for it.
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